"I’m going through something…"

This is what I told my boyfriend when I called him in tears. 

I don’t know what it is. I just feel like a child lately…incapable of making my own decisions, incapable of comprehending any consequences that may stem from my choices. 

I feel as though I have completely lost my way and somehow found myself on a beaten trail that was forsaken centuries prior to my arrival. I am on an unpaved road. A trail that leads infinitely into  an abyss, until I can once again be in confident in who I am.

I question to myself who I am and what I am doing. I’m not good enough is too frequent of a notion for me. Do I just smile because to do anything else would draw disapproval? Do I speak too blatantly and cause my own destruction? Do I even belong?

 Failure. 

This word to me is the death of my existence. This word to me haunts every decision in ways one cannot begin to imagine. I don’t fail, and if I do it is to be on my own terms. I’m stubborn, I will admit this. I also over think and as some would say I am a magician.

I have the ability to turn nothingness into horrific nightmares, because I think of every outcome imaginable and I always expect the worst, so…

Brace yourselves ladies and gentlemen, the show is about to begin.

I feel as though I’m a horrible daughter, friend, girlfriend, student, human being. I just don’t feel good enough. I try my hardest to do right, to do good, but no matter what I do, I always fall short in my eyes. I can’t do anything without feeling like I could have done a hell of a lot more. Maybe it’s all in my head.

I just need space. I need to breathe and figure out where this road leads, so yes, I’m going through something but I’ll be alright.

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ecernaj:

thaibrator:

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shanvc:

pentamint:

bon-butin:

90sjamz:

This gave me high expectations on what my cardboard box house would look like inside. I guess I needed a bigger imagination then.

but we still haven’t met again..

This was one of my faves ;-;

me: have you seen out of the box? the one with the filipino girl and black guy that do crafts

Joey: I don’t have the filipino channel 

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shanvc:

pentamint:

bon-butin:

90sjamz:

This gave me high expectations on what my cardboard box house would look like inside. I guess I needed a bigger imagination then.

but we still haven’t met again..

This was one of my faves ;-;

me: have you seen out of the box? the one with the filipino girl and black guy that do crafts

Joey: I don’t have the filipino channel 

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Psych2go features various psychological findings and myths. In the future, psych2go attempts to include sources to posts for the for the purpose of generating discussions and commentaries. This will give readers a chance to critically examine psychology.

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